31 December 2010

Resolutions Review

Just a quick review of my goals from January 2010.  Always laughable, but an exercise in following through....

Resolutions for 2010 (since last year's went so well [snort]):

1. Read the Ensign every month.
2. Attend the temple at least 10 times.
3. Finish the advent calendar.
4. Play with the kids (really, really play...with toys and everything) weekly.
5. Blog about Christmas.

Ha ha...just kidding about number 5. Sort of.

Those were my goals last year.  Now I shall tell you how I failed.

1.  Nope, didn't do that.  BUT, I did read the primer scripture books to the kids most mornings.  We made it through the Book of Mormon one twice and the New Testament one once.
2.  Nope, didn't do that.  BUT, I did go more times than last year.  I think I got there about 7 times.
3.  Nope, didn't do that.  BUT, well, no but there.  I just didn't even try.
4.  Nope, didn't do that.  BUT, I did enjoy them a lot more this year and I feel like I was a decent parent most of this year.
5.  YEP!  I did it!  Ha ha ha ha ha.  I have to set at least one ridiculously attainable goal per year.....


Chloe's goals for 2010:

Chloe's (without any prompting from me):
1. Work on being a better listener. (In her words: "I'm not very good at listening. I'm going to do better at that." So, maybe she is listening??!!)
2. Learn to play the piano. (She's already doing pretty great. I think now that she's reading, we might get her started in real lessons. She's been interested for about a year now, so I think we are at a point where we should support her in it.)
3. Become a painter like Mr. Hyde. (Marion Hyde is our wonderful neighbor who is a professional artist. She wants to paint like him. We talked about how you don't just become a great painter like Mr. Hyde in one year -- that you have to learn some basic things first like drawing, coloring, etc.) After our conversation, she redefined her goal as: Improve drawing so I can be a good artist.

Wow, she did so much better than me.
1.  She has improved so much in being a better listener -- especially this last month.
2.  She is doing great with piano and works hard at her practice most days.
3.  And she has worked on her art this month, especially.  She hasn't liked art as much this year, but we got a little fashion design book last week that she has really enjoyed working in.

Wow, I'm really proud of her!


Lily's goals for 2010:

Lily's (with a little help from me):
1. Try to not start fights (Her first words were "Be kind and loving." I wanted her to understand that goals should be a bit more focused than just a general "Be more..." statement. So we talked about specific ways she could be more kind and loving and not starting fights is what she came up with.)
2. Be a better artist. (Who was she listening to? wink wink...)
3. Learn to ride a 2-wheeler bike. (At this point she was just copying what Chloe had said, so I started throwing out a few suggestions. Riding a bike was the one that stuck.)
She did well this year, too.
1.  She's still a bit of an instigator, but it's really hard to change your nature!  She's trying to be more of a peace maker.
2.  She's really grown to love coloring this year.  I'd say she's accomplished this one definitely.
3.  Done!  She learned this summer!

Wow, these girls are awesome.

2010.

This has been a good year for our family.  I know it hasn't been the same for many others, but our big trial year seemed to be '09, so it was nice to have a pretty chill 2010.  We were able to travel some, both with the kids and without.  The highlight was definitely taking the girls to Hawaii in May.  So fun to experience that place we both love with these gorgeous girls we love even more.  San Francisco was amazing, as was being with Kyle and Angie in the Caribbean.  Holy cow, we've traveled more than I realized this year.  Stanton's had some out of town trips by himself, too, as well as two weekends in Park City for me.  Sheesh, we're spoiled.  But we're grateful, too, so that counts for something.  I do love travel and the experience and perspective it gives me.

Yes, we traveled, but we also lived regular life.  We played in the yard, we jeeped in the mountains, we fought, we laughed, we lived.

We got chickens.  We love them.

Chloe and Lily both learned how to ride 2 wheeler bikes and both learned to ski.  I learned to ski, too.  We made it up to Beaver quite a few times, which was great.

We had family reunions with my side in Rupert and Stanton's side in Hyde Park.  We said goodbye to the Webbs, who left for Singapore this year.

Chloe turned 6, finished Kindergarten and started 1st Grade.  She started piano lessons and gymnastics.  She has had rough phases and fantastic phases this year and is ending it on a very high note.  She's a great little person.

Lily turned 5, taught herself to read, and started Kindergarten.  She took gymnastics lessons for a while and has loved going to school.  She got her tonsils out this year.  She has grown up quite a lot this year, too, and has a natural desire to obey.

Brigham turned 4 and started his second year of Preschool.  He is much more mature this year than last, as well as more aware of the injustices in his world.  He's counting and recognizes many of his letters.  He had a huge educational explosion this year, which we're grateful for.  He took gymnastics for a while and has started to color really well.  He learned to pedal a bike this year (with training wheels).  The biggest thing for Brigham has been how healthy he's been.  No heart concerns whatsoever this year and none on the horizon.

Cannon turned 2 this year.  He got tubes in his ears this year.  He has become a big boy this year, going from baby to full-fledged toddler.  His vocabulary is extensive and he pretty much does what the older kids do.  He's been a perfect last child for our family.  I would like his twos to never end.

Stanton and I are closer this year than we were last year and I feel like we've learned some important things about our children and how we need to parent them.  We love them more deeply this year and feel like we're doing a slightly better job being their parents this year.

2010 is through and it was lovely.  I can only hope 2011 will be as great.  Time has sped up in ways I can't even explain.  The last five years (from '04-'10) were pretty slow.  I'm sorry to have to admit that, but they were not fast.  There was a lot going on and a lot of it was emotionally challenging.  I know we'll have more of that to come, but it's not been as intense this year.  And having 2 children in school has made the passing of time so much more apparent.  I have a feeling that time will only continue to enter warp speed.  How lucky we are to pass it as a family.

In '08 when our family became complete:

Another set of pics from '08 -- it shocks me to see how little they were.
And here we are in '10.


Time marches on...Time marches on.

Must I Have Pictures to Remember It?

Sometimes I don't blog about events if I didn't take pictures during them.  I think that's more a result of my memory problems than not thinking they're "blog worthy."

Anyway, two events this week that I want to remember, with or without pictures.

Again, I have been blessed with incredible friends.  I know I've made a point of mentioning it many times before, but I just can't believe how lucky I've been to be surrounded by amazing people my whole life.

*We went to dinner with Spring and Alan Bean on Thursday night.  We met when they brought their kids to Stanton and we've just clicked.  They moved to Boise a year and a half ago and I've missed them.  They came back to Logan to visit family for the holidays and we were lucky enough to go out with them to dinner.  The conversation is always great with them and we spent 3+ hours at the restaurant just visiting.  I love nights like that.

*Last night, New Year's Eve, we had a get together with our friends, Brian and Linda Westfall.  Another awesome couple that we've been so lucky to have as friends.  We go out quite frequently, but last night we just got together at our house and ate appetizers and played games to ring in the New Year.  It was a blast.  I'm really grateful for these great friends we've been able to vacation with and be really comfortable with.  They're really neat.

Anyway, nothing out of this world exciting, but sometimes the every day is what's more important.

Visit Home

I took a little overnighter with the kids to Blackfoot.  It coincided with my visit with Alysia and Melissa (and a planned visit with Jill, which had to be canceled because of bad weather, whaaaaa).  The kids thought it was pretty much the coolest thing ever that they got to take their Pillow Pets to Grandma's house, just like the commercial said they could.  Ha ha.

The kids love any time they get to be at G & G Rose's. Grandma always has a ton of candy out and she and Chloe play tea party together, which Chloe loves.  Brig has a great time with all my mom's toys.
Chloe and I watched Where the Red Fern Grows, which still makes me weepy and which made her want a puppy even more than she did before.  Why, I ask?  Why does watching a movie about dogs that die make one want a puppy even more?  I can't answer that question...all I can say is that it made me want a dog, too.  It was fun to just relax and watch a movie with Chloe.

I stayed up late talking to my mom, which I always enjoy.  We got up and left Blackfoot by around 10:30 because there was a pretty nasty storm moving through.  I'm glad I left when I did -- the roads were dicey part of the way, but I know they only got worse as the day went by.

I only snapped pictures right before we left, but they're pretty cute ones.

Had to have Mom snap a quick picture of me and the kiddos, too.  I don't get those very often.  Brigham.  Ha ha.

Dear Friends

Well, we've been friends for what seems like a hundred years and what a blessing that is.

A picture of Alysia, Melissa, and me at our Senior Breakfast the day we graduated from high school.  The picture is framed by a lovely little essay I wrote about these girls in college.  Wow, I was a terrible writer then.  But I do love these girls.

We've kept in touch over the years and strangely, having Melissa move to the Philippines has helped us get together more often.  Alysia lives in Blackfoot, so when Miss goes home to visit, we try to get together for lunch or whatever.  Here we are in '08 -- the year we all had our last baby.  And they were all boys!  This was at Melissa's baby shower.
Oh, actually, I think this bottom one is in '09.  Alysia with Tyler, me with Cannon, and Melissa with Finnley.

Just some pics of us without the babies.

And here we are again.  I think I'll have to take a picture every time just to mark the passage of time.
I've been blessed throughout my life with amazing friends.  I'm really grateful for these two.  Life sends us in different directions, and yet all roads lead home.

Your girls are pretty much awesome.  Love you.

30 December 2010

Oh, What a Night

I hesitated to post this today after learning of Susan's death -- it seems so trivial in light of eternity.  BUT, my entire purpose in keeping this blog is to remember.  And this was a night to remember...

I decided to take down all of our Christmas decorations after getting home from Blackfoot (another post to come) yesterday.  I worked all afternoon getting things organized, making a DI box for decorations I don't need anymore, cleaning out and up, etc.  By the time I finished, it was time for bed (we had noodles and cheese for dinner and the kids went to bed in that span, too).  It was time for bed, but I was feeling overwhelmed by the clean laundry that had piled up in the laundry room over the course of the holiday week, so I told Stanton I was going to stay up and fold.  Well, fold I did and I didn't finish until after 1:00 am.  I was starting to shut down physically (not seeing straight, etc.), but just as I was getting ready for bed, Cannon started to cry downstairs.  I went down and got him, snuggled him on the couch, and thought I had him settled down, but I was wrong.  He was having a night terror and the only way to fix it was to get him fully awake so he could get back to sleep.  Stanton came out and helped me get him awake and calm.  It took a good 25 minutes or so for him to get fully awake to where he was responding and was over the terror.  So, we got him back to bed around 2:00 am (half hour of snuggling on the couch the first time, 25 minutes of getting him awake).  So, I crawled into bed completely exhausted and slept for about a half hour when we were again awoken by crying.  I don't recognize my girls' cries in the night anymore, they're so rare, but I knew it was one of the kids, so I went down to investigate.  It was little Lil and she was in pain.  I knelt by her bed and she said her tummy hurt, then she proceeded to toss her cookies (or noodles, to be accurate).  Thankfully, it was not a major vomit-fest and we were able to keep it pretty much contained.  I got her out of bed and upstairs to the bathroom where she heaved again and then fell asleep on her towel bed.  I went back to bed and woke up with her a half hour later when the second round started.  She didn't make any mess and went back to sleep pretty quickly afterward.  That seemed to be the end of her illness, as she slept the rest of the night and, save a complaint of a tummy ache, has been pretty much fine today.  I hope it was food poisoning or too much candy at Grandma's because I am not ready for a stomach bug to run its course through our home.  Back to the story -- I got back to bed around 3:30 and slept until about 5:30, when Brigham came tromping upstairs, thinking he was up for the morning.  I sent him to go potty and informed him that, no, it was not, in fact, time to get up for the day (he did the same thing yesterday morning at 4:45 at my parents' house only he didn't go back to bed, so he NEEDED to get more sleep).  He went back to bed and I did, too.  Everyone slept until close to 7:00 and the day started as usual.

I don't experience nights like this often. One of those little blessings we've been given from Heaven in the midst of the chaos of 4 children in 4 years is that they've all been excellent sleepers.  And I am an excellent sleeper.  I don't struggle to get to sleep most nights and even though I have to get up for bathroom breaks regularly, I don't struggle to fall back to sleep.  We have restful sleepers who don't frequently wake us in the middle of the night.
So, a night like this was unexpected and even somewhat unappreciated if I'm being honest.  But I deserved it.  See, not 2 days earlier, I was boasting to my sister that 2010 had been a puke-free year in the Allen household.  The universe always has a good chuckle at that kind of boast and I should know better than to make it.  But I did and I reaped the consequences of it.

I fully planned on getting my kids fed and going back to bed for an hour or so this morning, but life really doesn't allow for that, does it?  I didn't and we got some good things done today.  By noon, I was dragging and I could tell Lily was, too.  So, I declared Quiet Time and Cannon had his nap.  I was able to sleep for an hour and a half and Lily had a rest, too.  Brigham and Chloe played quietly in the toy room together after Chloe was done reading.  All's well that ends well.  I just hope this is ended.  I don't know if I can do two nights like this one in a row.  And I'm thankful for another reminder of how valuable a good night's sleep is and what a blessing it is that I get them regularly.

Edited to add:  The next night was right back to normal, thank the heavens above.

A Life Well Lived

My heart is aching today.  I lost a friend, a mentor, a second mother, an inspiration.  I met Susan Dayton when she and her husband, Merrill, moved to Buffalo for a job opportunity.  I was pregnant with Chloe and far away from my own parents.  Merrill and Susan welcomed Stanton and I into their lives and family and made our time in Buffalo so special (they and many others made that happen).
Susan was my mentor.  She lived beautifully.  She was one of those people who just seemed to radiate magic and sunshine and joy from every inch of her, right to her fingertips.  She was dynamic, talented, and cheerful -- and she always lifted those around her.  She was one of those amazing women who didn't shrink away from her gifts and talents -- she knew they were given to her from God and she had every intention of making use of them.  She organized service projects, she served on the state PTA, she was involved in many programs that brought literacy to children, she hosted dinners in her home, she served wherever she could, she spent time (so much time) teaching others.
A few personal experiences with Susan --
*She hosted a baby shower for me in her home.  This meant so much to me, especially because she waited until my mom came out (which was after Chloe was born) so my mother could participate with me.  She made the most incredible chenilled blanket for Chloe that was hand chenilled and beautiful.
*She invited Stanton and I to spend Christmas Eve not only with her and Merrill, but with her whole family, who had come to Buffalo to spend Christmas with them.  Honestly, I'm sure she would rather have just had her boys and no one else around, but she included us in that family celebration and gave us the gift of family at a time when we were missing ours.
*She & Merrill invited us to their home when Merrill's sister and her husband visited them in Buffalo.  Merrill's sister is Barbara Perry, who is married to L. Tom Perry, an member of the Quorum of the 12 Apostles. Once again, they probably would rather have just spent a quiet visit with family, but instead recognized what an opportunity for growth and inspiration that experience would be for others.  She shared and sacrificed and made me better.
*She taught me to make gravy.  Silly, I know, but she did and I love her for it.
*She spent hours (*hours*) teaching me to dance for my role in My Fair Lady.  I'm a terrible dancer and she was incredible.  She was so patient and helped me so much.  Hours.  I still can't believe she didn't have a mental breakdown trying to make me a dancer.
*She invited, encouraged, and mentored me in putting together a huge stake-wide service project together.  She allowed me to decide the project, gather the donations, supplies, manpower, etc. and while still allowing me to be independent, shepherded and guided me so it would be a success.  She knew how to mentor.

I love this woman.  She has been battling breast cancer for some years now and has done it with grace, humor, and courage.  She finished her time on earth this morning and while I wept for the loss of this beautiful woman, I couldn't help but think how happy Heaven must be to have her home.

 With Lily as a baby.


 Donating blankets to a women's hospital.  This part of the service project she helped me organize.


During My Fair Lady.  She was the choreographer and such a gift to everyone involved in the production.

I love you, Susan.  I miss you.  I ache for Merrill and your boys -- I know they feel this loss more deeply than I do.  I thank you for your friendship.  Thank you for loving me, seeing something in me that was hidden and encouraging it.  Thank you for never shying away from the light and talent you possessed.  I love you.

27 December 2010

Conversations

Brigham joining in our conversation about our Thanksgiving plans:  We're gonna eat a turkey, then we're gonna meet some Indians, and they're gonna teach us how to plant corn.

Watching the Tonight Show...Brian "The Beard" Wilson happened to be appearing...
Stanton:  Brian "The Beard?"  Who is he?
Me:  He's the pitcher for the Giants.  They won the World Series.
Stanton:  The World Series?  That's.......baseball, right?
Me:  Hahahahahahaha!  Can I put that on the blog?
Stanton: NO!
Me:  Please?
Stanton: No.
Me:  Please?
Stanton: Oh, fine.  I was just having a brain *cramp.

Lily:  Mom, when Jesus comes again, will Dr. Seuss come back alive?

Brigham:  The sun is a star that gets in our eyes.

Cannon while driving to an errand:  Mom, Lily and Bigham are at c-c-c-c-oo....
Mom, Lily and Bigham are at sc-c-c-c-sc-sg-g
Mom, Lily and Bigham are ats g-g-schgo-goo-g
Frustrated Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!  Deep breath.
Lily and Brigham are at school.

Brigham:  Mom, squirrels sleep like us, right?
Me:  Yeah.
Brigham:  Except them use their tails for blankets.
He claims he learned this from the Cat in the Hat?

Brigham:  Why did the sandwich cross the road?
Me: Why?
Brigham:  Because it needed to get peanut butter and jelly on it.
Me:  Laughing sincerely because it was actually a funny joke.
Brigham:  Will you put that on your phone?
I record conversations on the voice recorder on my phone...

Bundling Chloe up for school after a huge November snowstorm.  She had on the whole nine yards, snow pants, gloves, boots, hat, coat, etc.  We knelt to pray and she said:  Mom, I can't fold my arms!
Serious A Christmas Story moment!

Brigham is kissing and kissing and kissing lately.  Constant kissing.  Tackle kissing.  Rough kissing.  Kissing Kissing Kissing.  It's something I know I should appreciate, but it's driving me nuts.

Brigham pointing at Stanton's nose hairs:  You have hair boogers, don't you?

Driving in the car, Brigham:  Mom and Dad, is there a Ghost of English Night?
Guess who's been watching The Muppet Christmas Carol in copious proportions?

Cannon started to sing "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" in nursery.  The other kids were still talking and playing...Cannon yelled out:  EBEEBODY BE QUIET!!!  I'M SINGING!
Here's the kicker, his nursery leader had all the kids be quiet and listen to him sing.  Yeah, that's gonna help.  And this is just one more example of my family's motto:  Everyone a soloist, no one a choir member....pretty much the story of our household life....

Sunday morning, I got out of the shower, wrapped my dark brown towel around my head, and ran downstairs to get Cannon out of his crib.  Cannon was still a bit groggy when I pulled him out.  He looked at me and said, "Oh, hi Kiki!"  It took a few seconds for his eyes to adjust after which he giggled and said, "Oh.  Hi Mom."
Love that my towel reminded him of Kiki's hair and LOVE that he was just as okay with Kiki getting him up in the morning as he was with me.

Chloe has recently been asking us for a puppy -- either a dalmatian or one with curly hair (like a cocker spaniel).  She received a dalmatian FurReal from her cousin Morgan on the same day she'd been asking us yet again:  Now, if only Santa could turn this into a real puppy, it would be the best Christmas ever.



Chloe with her magician outfit on:  Mom, I know some people might think this is boyish, but I've just always wanted to be a magician!

In nursery, Cannon's nursery teacher:  Cannon, you are just so cute!
Cannon, points to his hair:  My curls?  My curls?!

Brigham having a hard time focusing on eating his lunch:  I just can't eat.
Me:  Just eat a little bit more, Bud.
Brigham:  It's just that I can't because I love Dayton so much!

Chloe has been hearing rumblings about Santa Claus at school:  Mom, is Santa Claus real?
Me shocked:  Yes, he is.  Santa is the magic of Christmas and reminds us of Jesus.  He's real and you know what?  You're at a really fun age right now and there's nothing wrong with believing in Santa Claus.
Chloe in a "duh" voice: Oh, Mom, it's not that I don't believe in him, I believe in him.  I just want to know if he's real.
Love that believing heart!  I hope her faith in other very very important things can remain as pure.

Brigham getting ready for the day and picking out his clothes..
Me:  What do you want to wear for the day?
Brigham:  Um, I think I want to wear my "Mommy's Little Man" shirt...
Me:  Okay, and do you want some jeans to go with it?
Brigham:  Yeah, actually, I think maybe I'd like some tackys.
Me:  Oh, you want to wear your khakis with it?
Brigham:  Yeah, tackys will look really nice.

Lily was talking about her microphone then looked at our Christmas card display where she noticed a picture of Matt & Sara's family with little baby Eva: Hey mom!  They have a new baby in their family!
Me:  That's right!  That's little Eva Louise and she's who gave you her microphone.
Lily:  SHE gave me my microphone?
Me:  Yes.
Lily:  Is she one or something?
Me:  No, she's not.
Lily:  Is she ZERO?
Me:  Yes, she is.
Lily:  Mom, how did a Zero years baby pick out a present for a five year old girl?

Chloe has really enjoyed her Christmas presents this year, especially the ones from her grandparents -- a magician kit with cape and hat and a camera:  Mom, I didn't even know I wanted these presents!  I can't believe how amazing they are.  I should have put them on my list!
I loved this little moment of awareness.  We talked for a few minutes about how much cooler it is to receive a surprise than to just put in an order form -- and how blessed she was to have grandparents who knew her so well and thought about her with these gifts.  Just love her little moments of maturity lately.


 

Family Pictures 2010

I never posted these, but don't want to print my 2010 blog book without them.  Emily did an amazing job once again.


....And Christmas Morning!!!

Phew!  We're here!  After a lightning fast December and feeling pretty unprepared, Christmas morning was magical.


 The tree before Stanton and I went to bed last night.  Santa had already visited while we were watching a movie!  Sneaky guy, we didn't even hear him!  He left everything in these big Santa sacks this year, which was really cool!  We didn't even have to put up a sheet to hide everything from the early risers.  It was super.

Cannon was up by 6:30, Brigham and Lily were up by around 7:00 and Chloe didn't wake up till nearly 8:00!  We had everyone wait until Chloe got up and then had a delicious breakfast of eggs, toast, and fruit.  The kids were pretty much NOT interested in breakfast, but they get really grumpy on empty stomachs, so we made sure they ate a few bites.  You can see in the pics below that Brig's excitement got the best of him and he shoved a few too many bites into his mouth at the end.  He he.  While they ate, Stanton brought the Santa bags out into the living room.
The kids loved seeing the bags and loved finding the unwrapped surprises inside!
From Santa, Chloe received an Easy Bake Oven, a Sock Monkey, a Jessie Doll, and a little tiny FurReal dog.
Lily received a Karaoke machine with CDs, a FurReal puppy, a Tangled Dress-up, and Tangled figurines.
Brigham received a Dinosaur robot, Joker's Cave for his Imaginext Batman toys, and some Super Hero guys.
Cannon received a Racetrack toy that spins the cars around and spits them out and some Super Hero guys.
All four of them also received ...... It's a Pillow!  It's a Pet!  It's a Pillow Pet!  They were thrilled beyond words and guess what?  After all my balking at what a stupid thing they are, I kinda sorta love 'em.  They aren't loud, they don't make a mess, and the kids use them even when they're sleeping.  Hello, Awesome!  I'm glad Santa didn't listen to my dissenting opinion.  Chloe got the ladybug, Lily got the unicorn, Brigham got the puppy, and Cannon got the penguin.



After the kids played with their gifts from Santa for a while, we opened our other presents.  More toys, clothes, etc.  The kids were thrilled with every single thing.  We heard lots and lots of "This is the best Christmas EVER!!!" and "Thank You SO Much, I LOVE It!!" and "I Didn't Even Know I Wanted That!!!!."  It was truly magical.  I love how easily pleased these little ones are.  They are special little people.
We spent the entire day being lazy, taking naps, playing, and watching a movie.  It flew by and was just plain magic.  I am grateful we're in these prime years right now and am trying to soak it all in.

Cannon couldn't wait after his shower to get back to his racetrack.  Brig's Batman stuff has been on our kitchen table for a couple of days now.  Cannon got into Lily's new makeup...I think he's going for the Joker look?  PJs from Great Grandma and Grandpa Rose.  Stanton helping Chloe bake with her Easy Bake Oven (they had to take a quick trip to Walgreen's, as Santa forgot the 100 watt lightbulb for the oven, duh!).  The kids have LOVED the karaoke machine so much.  It's already provided hours of entertainment.

Magical Christmas.  MAGICAL.  In fact, I'm tearing up while I type this.  Pure Magic and I have my beautiful husband and children to thank for it.  We are blessed.

Christmas Eve Party

We were blessed to have my parents, Stanton's parents, Stanton's Grandma Barbara, Emily and Nate and Eliza, Ben, and Matthew, and Jim and Rachel and Shelby and Mary in our home for Christmas Eve.  My folks came around 1:30 and helped make the clam chowder, thank goodness!!!  We started things around 3:00 with visiting and ate a yummy dinner of clam chowder, breadsticks, ham, veggies, and fruit.  We had Judy's yummy Lion House ice cream dessert and sugar cookies from Emily.
After dinner we had a talent show and then Judy did a wonderful nativity with the kids.  They got to dress up and act out the Nativity song along with a neat little lesson from her.  After the Nativity we watched our Christmas movies again and then opened our traditional Christmas Eve present of jammies, slippers, and a book. 
We said goodbye to everyone around 6:00 and then read with the kids for a bit.  By 6:30, Chloe had gotten herself ready for bed and went down on her own.  Awesome!  At 7:00 everyone else was ready, so we got Chloe up to help clean up the toy room, tracked Santa on the Norad website (he was in Chile by then), had a family prayer, and went to bed.  It was so great!!  The girls got out of bed once, but were pretty darn good to go back to bed.  Stanton and I watched a couple of movies (Fantastic Mr. Fox, which was really great, by the way and something else...I can't remember what).  Santa visited around 9:30 and left everything in big Santa bags, which was super cool!  We were in bed by 11:00 and had a terrific night's sleep (well, I'm always restless on Christmas Eve night, but the kids slept great!).

Some pics:

Darling cousins in the Nativity.

Ha ha ha ha ha!  This is pretty much what the Nativity looks like when the oldest participant is 6 and the youngest is 9 months.  Love it.

I'm so grateful to have such wonderful family all around me.  This night really got me into the Christmas Spirit in a way I hadn't felt it up to that point.  I think a huge component of that was the fact that it was the first time we'd acted out the Nativity all season long.  Jesus is really the reason for it all, isn't He?  I'm so thankful to Him.

Loving Their Gifts

My parents got such great gifts for the kids this year.  They put a lot of thought into each one.

Chloe received a magic kit along with a homemade cape and adjustable hat.  She loves magic and this was a total surprise that garnered genuine joy from this little 6 year old.

Lily received a stamp set and paper.  She loves girly things and loved this.  Also, since the gift meant for her didn't arrive from Amazon on time, my mom picked out a microphone for her from a Florida cousin.  It was a HIT!  Lily loves to perform and has enjoyed her microphone so much.

Brigham got his dream gift -- a Trio Block Batcave.  It has been played with to death and is still being played with!

Cannon got a John Deere tractor ride on toy.  He loves it!

Also, just have to say how much I love having these parties so the kids can open their presents from Grandma and Grandpa in front of them.  It really helped them realize what an effort their grandparents put into pleasing them.  And it was great to see them recognize that not everything comes from Santa.

Anyway, all the gifts from both sets of grandparents have been well loved this year...and put a lot of pressure on Santa to deliver, too!!!  Thankfully these four are pretty darn easy to please.

One more cute one of Magic Chloe

Rose Family Christmas Party

On the 11th, we headed up to Blackfoot for the Rose family Christmas party.  Love it.  The kids had a great time with their cousins, we ate delicious Clam Chowder with Breadsticks, had a program, opened presents (both cousin exchange and from Grandma and Grandpa), and had a great time visiting.

Pictures...

Stanton on his phone.  :)  Chloe nervous to speak in front of everyone.  Lily's cute head gear.  Cannon is cute.  Todd playing the drums.  My dad being pretty much smothered by grandkids.  Mom and Chloe.  Cute, cute family.

Various program pictures.  Lori and Kate, Cindy, Todd, Regan and Jordyn, Dad and grandkids, Porter and Kamryn.

The older I get, the more I love my family.  They are simply wonderful.  I love them dearly and am grateful to have been raised in such a home.

Picture of my parents' beautiful Christmas tree:


I had a visit from my sister Cindy and her family today (the 27th and her 15th anniversary...OLD!  :)).  They came for a dentist appointment on their way to Wyoming to be with DJ's family.  Anyway, I love any moment the cousins are together.  They get along so well and what a blessing to have family to love.

After-ABC Party

Stanton snagged the live goldfish White Elephant gift at our office party.  They made great pets for one day.  All 3 were dead within 24 hours, so my kind of pet.  Anyway, these are pics of the kids at breakfast the morning they (the fish) were alive.  Also, I liked these reminders of how crazy Cannon's hair had gotten...he got a haircut a couple of weeks ago and looks so much different.




This is how the kids spent much of that day (since I was cleaning up and getting ready for the ice cream social that night).  I thought it was a cute sight and reminder of how to really get a few things done....

So Much December

Wow...what a month December 2010 was.  There were moments when I thought I'd have to be committed to a mental institution...really.  But we made it through and it ended up being so great.
Just a brief glace at the calendar for record-keeping's sake....


Doesn't look like much, I guess, but it felt like much.  I had several parties at my house, which was so fun and so much work.  I truly appreciated having Heather come clean -- it relieved a lot of stress to not have to worry about bathrooms, etc. in the midst of the chaos.
I really like having parties at my house, I've decided.  I don't usually have them because I think they're going to be a lot of work, but the payoff is amazing.  I don't do anything really as far as decorations go (except just normal Christmas decorations, of course) so that takes some of the stress away.  Just having family and friends in my home makes my soul happy.  Christmas Eve was a treasure for me -- having my parents, Stanton's parents, and two of his siblings here was something I'll never forget.  It was joyous.

Anyway, December was insane.  We had so much regular life going on (the kids didn't get out of school until 2 days before Christmas) on top of the Christmas parties, etc.  It was overwhelming at times, but it ended up being a really special month.

A few events I want to remember, but didn't get pictures of:

After-temple Ice Cream Social (December 10th).  Craig Day called and asked me if we'd like to host the social at our house this month and even though I knew it was going to be a busy week and month, I had to say yes.  And I'm really glad I did.  We had about 20 couples at the house and there was a real feeling of friendship and closeness that was so enjoyable.  We moved the couches around, set up a ton of chairs, and everyone else brought the toppings.  It was delicious!  Again, having people in my home really made me happy.  It's cozy and just fun.  We are surrounded by amazing people.  I hope to host another get-together like this soon.

Our ward party (December 14th).  My dear friend Shaynna was in charge of the event and I got to help her plan it, decorate for it, and cook for it.  It was busy and fun.  I really enjoy spending time with my girlfriends and it was nice to see how happy it makes our ward family to be together for parties like that.  There was a great spirit there and a lot of excitement over the visit from Santa Claus!  The girls were thrilled (Stanton took the boys home early because they were tired and crazy).  Shaynna put a ton of effort into the party and it was a success.  I love our ward so much.  I don't know that I could ever leave this neighborhood.  I love it.

Dental Alliance Christmas Dinner (December 15th).  We have pretty much monthly dinner meetings with the dentists in the Valley.  It's a neat group of people.  I love getting to know the other folks in Stanton's profession and love that even though they're in competition with one another in theory, there's a true sense of camaraderie and concern for the dental health of the people in our area.  It's a neat group and the Christmas party is always really nice.


Dave & Erica Low's Christmas Party (December 17th).  This was a formal event at the Riverwoods here in town.  Dave and Erica were awesome hosts and the food was great.  What was super neat, though, was just the company.  Dave and Erica have collected some great friends and it was a treat to get to know so many of them.  We had a White Elephant gift exchange (with some super gifts, my favorite being the leopard print Snuggie we stole from someone).  They had a reading of 'Twas the Night Before Christmas with a twist.  Each of the men in attendance was given a part to read, along with a voice they were to read it in.  For example, Stanton was given one stanza of the poem to read in the vocal stylings of Mr. T.  There was also a Spaniard, romantic, chicken, nerd, Barack Obama, etc.  It was really fun.  Before he shared his Christmas message (along with fantastic singing from another of the guests), Dave went around the room and said something about each person in attendance.  What could have been something really corny ended up being just awesome.  It brought a spirit of friendship into the room that was just cool.  Dave is a great guy and we learned a lot from him from that experience.  Also, Erica is a dear friend that I don't spend nearly enough time with.  I admire her so much.  2010 has been a pretty rough year for her, but she's handled it with so much grace.  I just love her.  AND....she made her gown the day of the party....Rock Star.  Anyway, this is an event I will look forward to every year.  So great.

Allen Family Christmas Party (December 18th).  This party is so much fun.  It also happens to conflict with our Park Valley Rose Family Christmas Party every year and we've had to forgo that one (as it is extended family) for this one (as it is immediate family).  I miss the PV party a lot and wish we could be in two places at once.
Anyway, we had such a great time at the Allen's this year.  I love my in-laws...all of them.  What an incredible bunch of people.
We didn't even take our cameras to the party -- darn.  It was a lot of fun.  We ate pasta from Firehouse, along with other great food and a chocolate fountain (hello chocolate covered cinnamon bears).  We had an impromptu talent show where Chloe did a front handspring, Lily sang "All the Animals Down in Texas" and Brig and Cannon sang Jingle Bells.  The other cousins sang songs, read books, danced, and made us smile.  After the program, we watched our Christmas Movies.  We did The Friendly Beasts, Em's family and Jim's family did Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, and Ann's family did Mr. Finnegan's Giving Chest.  We're still waiting for Julie's family, but they get a tardy pass since they're in Singapore this Christmas.  I LOVE this movie tradition.  The kids so enjoy seeing themselves on TV and it's amazing to mark the passing of time in such a way.  I love our videos we've made.  They're a treasure.
After movies, we went upstairs and opened presents.  We haven't done a cousin exchange yet, but we do a sibling/couples exchange, which is fun.  Julie and Scott got us a Nativity set from Singapore (it hasn't arrived yet, but I'm so excited!).  We got Jim & Rachel a Blu-Ray player.  I love looking for those perfect gifts.
The kids all opened their presents from Dave and Judy, too.  Chloe got a new camera (a real one, digital and everything), Lily got a Toy Story Jessie doll, Brigham got Lincoln Logs, and Cannon got a Karate Chopping Buzz Lightyear, along with a Buzz Lightyear cartoon.  They were all so excited.
We got Dave & Judy (all 5 kids & spouses) a new Bosch, as well as a pocket-size projector for Dave.  It attaches to your iPod or computer and projects a great image on the screen.  Dave & Judy were nice and went in with us on both gifts.  They seemed excited about the things we got them.  Oh, and Jimmy made them their annual calendar with pics of each family.  Love that.
Always such a fun party and it's just awesome to see everyone getting older.  The cousins play so well and everyone loves being with one another.  We are so blessed.

Sacrament Meeting Christmas Program (December 19th).  Part of my calling as Ward Choir Director is to put together a Christmas Program for the Sunday before Christmas.  It's a huge undertaking, at least for me.  I feel a huge responsibility on my shoulders with it.  You hope it's filled with the Spirit,  things the children will enjoy, good music, not too long, insightful narration, not too flashy, doctrinally sound, etc, etc, etc....  It's an emotional stress for me.  I found it even more difficult this year for whatever reason.  As soon as it was over, I felt an enormous burden lifted from my shoulders.  And, I loved how it turned out.  We had angels singing with us, I swear.  And the narrators were perfect and the words really ended up coming together in the right way.  I really really really appreciate the choir members who come every week, put up with my lack of musical knowledge, and my hyper-active tendencies when I'm nervous.  They make it happen and I love them.  And since I'm almost certain my mom will ask me for a copy of the program, here's a link.
Keeping Christmas in Our Liveshttp://allenfamilyupdate.blogspot.com/2010/12/keeping-christmas-in-our-lives-2010.html

Tithing Settlement (December 19th).  Just love our Bishop and any chance we get to meet with him.  He's a great man and loves our children. I appreciate him very much.

Lily's Kindergarten Christmas Program (December 21st).  Pretty much a repeat of last year's with Chloe and a preview of next year's with Brigham, but darling all the same.  The boys were way hyper and a little naughty during the program, so I missed some of Lil's songs.  The ones I saw, though, were awesome.  Lily is so animated and music is definitely her thing.  She's a talented little person.  Love her.

Tangled with the kids (December 23rd).  Stanton had Thursday thru Sunday off work, so we took the kids to the matinee on Thursday.  It was a treat!!!  The kids LOVED the show and I have to admit that Stanton and I loved it just as much.  It was great to have a little outing as a family.


I think I have pictures of everything else, so they'll get their own updates.

So much December and so much happiness.

Keeping Christmas in our Lives - 2010 Sacrament Meeting Christmas Program

Keeping Christmas in our Lives
Sacrament Meeting Christmas Program 2010

Primary Children sing: The Nativity & Picture a Christmas
Christmas: A Hymn Medley (3:30)

Narrator 2
We are all so familiar with the Christmas story, at yet, with every telling we find another inspiration for better living and deeper testimony.

Timothy observed that “all scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:” and Nephi, the great Book of Mormon prophet declared the words of Isaiah and “did liken all scriptures unto us, that it might be for our profit and learning.”1
How can we learn from each member of the Christmas Story and incorporate their testimony into our own character and lives?

Narrator 1: 
Our first lesson can come from those who lived long before the Christ child was born in that lowly stable.  Prophets and faithful followers of Christ from generations before his birth looked and watched -waited and prayed -for the coming of the Messiah.

King Benjamin taught his people live every day as if Christ were already come:

“And the Lord God hath sent his holy prophets among all the children of men, to declare these things to every kindred, nation, and tongue, that thereby whosoever should believe that Christ should come, the same might receive remission of their sins, and rejoice with exceedingly great joy, even as though he had already come among them.”2

Narrator 2:
From Elder Jeffrey R Holland:
“...what may be most glorious about the hymns’ celebration of Christ’s advent is not only their telling of that first Christmas story but also their promise of a later one.  This is a theme that runs through the carols and which may be lost in the season if we are not listening for it.  Along with the joy of Christmas past is the anticipation of Christ’s triumphant return and what will be made known by the angels again.”3 

For lo! The days are hast’ning on,
By prophets seen of old,
When with the ever circling years
Shall come the time foretold,
When the new heav’n and earth shall own
The Prince of Peace their King,
And the whole world send back the song
Which now the angels sing.4

[Someday]...our eyes at last shall see him,
Through his own redeeming love;
For that child so dear and gentle
Is our Lord in heav’n above.’5

May our prayers for the coming of Immanuel be as real as those of the prophets of old.

O Come, O Come Immanuel

Narrator 2: 
The dearest mother in scripture can teach us much about how to conduct our own lives.
From her, we learn obedience:
“Behold the handmaid of the Lord.”6
From her, we learn to keep sacred those personal moments with the Spirit:
“But Mary kept all these things and pondered them in her heart.”7


Narrator 1:
From Joseph, the earthly guardian of Jesus, we learn to listen and obey.  We learn to reserve judgment.  We learn to care deeply for those over whom we have stewardship.  We learn that even though we are asked to care for, guide, and teach those within our stewardship, they do not only belong to us – they are sons and daughters of God.

Congregation sings: Mary’s Lullaby & When Joseph Went to Bethlehem

Narrator 1: 
From the shepherds we learn to live with faith.  They didn’t question the call from the angels.  They went with haste to the stable.

From Elder Marvin J Ashton:
"The shepherds were invited to come and see. They saw. They trembled. They testified. They rejoiced. They saw Him wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger, the Prince of Peace....

"At this Christmas season I extend to you the gift of determination to come and see...

"A young man in deep trouble and despair said to me recently, 'It's all right for others to have a merry Christmas, but not me. It's no use. It's too late.'

"...We can stay away and complain. We can stay away and nurse our sorrows. We can stay away and pity ourselves. We can stay away and find fault. We can stay away and become bitter.

"Or we can come and see! We can come and see and know!"8

The First Noel/Pachelbel’s Canon

Narrator 2: 
From the wise men we learn sacrifice and the importance of heeding the warnings of the Spirit.  We learn to give gifts with love.

President Thomas S. Monson teaches,
“As we lift our eyes heavenward and then remember to look outward into the lives of others, as we remember that it is more blessed to give than to receive, we, during this Christmas season, will come to see a bright, particular star that will guide us to our precious opportunity.
Such was the experience of a Sunday School class some years ago when a wise teacher placed aside the manual one Sunday morning as Christmas approached. With her class members listening in, she telephoned me. I was serving then as the bishop of a large ward situated in the central part of Salt Lake City. The teacher inquired, “Are there any poor in your ward—people who need a sub for Santa?” She then described her own neighborhood as one of affluence and mentioned that she wanted her class to remember this particular Christmas. I responded that our members had the necessities of life but mentioned a family that would welcome a special experience—one that would also greatly benefit her young class members.
The family I had in mind had recently emigrated from war-torn Germany and had rented a humble, older home in our area. The children were new to America, and, while they were learning to speak our language, they were shy and reluctant to mingle with others. Their personal possessions were few; they had lost so much during the war.
In a private telephone conversation with the teacher, I suggested an appropriate evening when her class could accompany her to our ward meetinghouse and together we would journey to the home where the Mueller family lived. Again the teacher stated that she wanted her choice class to remember the true meaning of Christmas. I responded, “Could I suggest, then, that each child bring with him or her a gift that has a special meaning to the individual; a gift the person treasures and would rather keep for himself.”
Just four days before Christmas, the class journeyed to our ward. Several adults brought them in large, expensive automobiles. Such an array of wealth had never before graced the parking area. We then walked to the Mueller home, singing carols along the way. The laughter of the children and the hurried pace of their steps reflected the anticipation of Christmas.
It was at the Mueller home, however, that the frills of Christmas became the spirit of Christmas. I watched as one girl looked into the eyes of one of the Mueller children, a girl about her age, then tenderly handed her a beautiful doll she had received on her own birthday, a gift she herself loved. She anxiously told her newly found friend how to dress the doll and hold it ever so tenderly in cradled arms. I observed a normally rowdy boy take from his left hand his genuine leather baseball glove, which bore the replica signature of Joe DiMaggio, and place the glove on the left hand of a German-speaking boy who had never seen, far less worn, a baseball glove. He then explained how to catch the baseball in the special pocket of the glove, which he had hand prepared hour after hour with a particular oil. Such was the experience of each child with each gift.
As we left the Mueller home and walked back to the meetinghouse, not a word was spoken. One could hear the crunch of the newly fallen snow as young feet, guided by happy hearts, made the two-block journey. We entered the building, there to have donuts and apple cider. In the blessing that was asked upon the food, a beautiful girl, her voice choked with emotion, described the feelings of all as she prayed, ‘Heavenly Father, we thank Thee for the best Christmas we have ever had.’”9

Congregation sings: With Wondering Awe

Narrator 1: 
And what can we learn from the angels?  The angels knew who the Christ-child was.  They knew the prophecies, they knew the mission He would fulfill.  They knew the mission of the Savior was the greatest news that would be proclaimed upon the earth.

Angels we have heard on high
Sweetly singing o’er the plains,
And the mountains in reply
Echoing their joyous strains.10

Sing, choirs of angels,
Sing in exultation;
Sing, all ye citizens of heav’n above!11

Elder Holland comments on these angels:
“Surely the world did ‘in solemn stillness lay to hear the angels sing.’
Even ‘fields and floods, rocks, hills, and plains’ felt to ‘repeat the sounding joy’ of that moment.  This helps some of us summon our courage to join in the singing, even if we do not have angelic voices.  Surely we can do as well as the rocks and the hills!  And just in case we need urging, the refrain of another hymn goes: ‘And Saints and angels sing, and Saints and angels sing, and Saints, and Saints and angels sing.’  I suspect that chorus is intentional in its emphasis on ‘and Saints.’  Clearly the angels don’t need as much coaxing –or coaching- as we do.”12



Narrator 2: 
Alma’s testimony might be our own:
“O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!     UAdd a Note 
Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and come unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth.”13

 Hark! The Angels Sing on High

Narrator 1:
Finally, we hope to learn from Christ, Himself.  Born in the humblest of circumstances, living his life with neither means nor popularity, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head.”14

Yet despite his circumstances, Jesus Christ, born the babe in Bethlehem fulfilled his mission as the Messiah, the Savior of the World.

“For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder; and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.” 15

From Elder Holland again:
“You can’t separate Bethlehem from Gethsemane or the hasty flight into Egypt from the slow journey to the summit of Calvary.  It’s of one piece.  It is a single plan.  It considers ‘the fall and rising again of many in Israel,’ but always in that order.  Christmas is joyful not because it is a season or decade or lifetime without pain and privation, but precisely because life does hold those moments for us.  And that baby....[the] beloved and Only Begotten Son in the flesh, born ‘away in a manger, [with] no crib for his bed,’ makes all the difference in the world, all the difference in time and eternity, all the difference everywhere...”16

And He who made all the difference everywhere only asks us to make the difference where we are.  Live as He did.  Give to others, be forgiving, repent, and come unto Him. 

Narrator 2: 
President Howard W. Hunter taught the gifts we could give the Savior, ways we can be like Him,
“This Christmas, mend a quarrel. Seek out a forgotten friend. Dismiss suspicion and replace it with trust.  Write a letter.  Give a soft answer.  Encourage youth.  Manifest your loyalty in word and deed.  Keep a promise.  Forgo a grudge.  Forgive an enemy.  Apologize.  Try to understand.  Examine your demands on others.  Think first of someone else.  Be kind.  Be gentle.  Laugh a little more.  Express your gratitude.  Welcome a stranger.  Gladden the heart of a child.  Take pleasure in the beauty and wonder of the earth.  Speak your love and then speak it again.”17

May we learn the lessons of the Christmas story and keep them in our hearts throughout each year.

Congregation sings:  Silent Night

3-5 minute talk from Chad L. (Maybe about how to keep the Christmas spirit throughout the year?) 

Narrator 1:  David B.
Narrator 2:  Danene D.

References:

1.            2 Timothy 3:16
2.            Mosiah 3:13
3.            Jeffrey R. Holland, Shepherds, Why this Jubilee?, Eagle Gate, 2000, p. 42
4.            Edmund Sears, It Came Upon a Midnight Clear
5.            Cecil F. Alexander, Once in Royal David’s City
6.            Luke 1:38
7.            Luke 2:19
8.            Marvin J. Ashton, “Come and See”, New Era, Dec 1989, p. 4
9.            Thomas S. Monson, “In Search of the Christmas Spirit”, Ensign, Dec 1987, p. 3
10.        Traditional French Carol, Angels We Have Heard on High
11.        Attr. to John Francis Wade, Oh Come, All Ye Faithful
12.          Jeffrey R. Holland, Shepherds, Why this Jubilee?, Eagle Gate, 2000, pp. 36-37
13.          Alma 29:1
14.          Luke 9:58
15.          Isaiah 9:6
16.          Jeffrey R. Holland, Shepherds, Why this Jubilee?, Eagle Gate, 2000, pp. 68-70
17.          Howard W. Hunter, "The Gifts of Christmas", Ensign, Dec. 2002, p. 16

Approx:
11 minutes narration total
19 minutes music
1:30 up and down time

24 December 2010

Christmas Eve Thoughts

I've been up since 6:00 (Brigham wet the bed) and decided to check Google Reader before exercising.  It's now 7:15.  Oops!  I am still going to exercise, but that "early start" to the day slipped right through my fingers!

It's Christmas Eve and I'm getting really excited.  I hope the kids love their Christmas.  I hope they remember why we're celebrating.  I hope our family travels safely.  I hope my family I'm not going to be with know how much I miss them.  My heart is actually a little heavy with missing family today.  I love the wonderful people with whom Heavenly Father has surrounded me my whole life.  I am blessed.

I'd like to get a few updates done before the big day tomorrow, but who knows?  Our Christmas Eve partying gets underway at 3:00, so I don't know if anything productive will happen before that.

Our Christmas Eve traditions are:

Clam Chowder  & Breadsticks (we might change this to sourdough breadbowls next year -- we'll see)
Acting out the Nativity
An Impromptu Talent Show
Watching our Christmas Movie (and those from years past sometimes, too)
Opening a gift (Jammies, slippers, and a Christmas book for each child)
Going to bed on time
and usually staying up till all hours of the night wrapping presents for Stanton and I...but I banished that tradition this year and got everything wrapped last week.  I hope Santa comes in good time!!!

Merry Christmas, friends and family.  I love each of you.  I'm appreciative of the way technology has allowed us to reconnect or stay connected.
You are blessings in my life.  You are an extension and expression of my Savior's love for me.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.